not wanting to be cranky, but life's pretty crappy for now. Got bitten by the flu bug AGAIN, which is so annoying. n flu's worse than a fever n sore throat. I think my lungs have collapsed; i can't breathe!
Been feelin a bit, ok alot, guilty about my acads. totally lagging in stats n IT and barely coping with readings and tutorials. and well, ponned quite a few lectures. Finals in a month and im terrified. i feel so lost and unprepared. Someone pls wake me up.
Sometimes it's so hard to keep a smile on in front of people, but that's what they expect of me. People tell me im always so happy, but am i?
Perhaps it's just the dark side of me talking today.
>>im really thankful for all the concern that people shower on me, and i appreciate it much. But sometimes it feels a little smothering, a little, well, fake. Sometimes i wonder if it's true concern or concern just for the sake of appearing caring. Im glad i do know somebody with full sincerity behind his consolations=)
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beautiful summer memories at5:45 PM
