Perhaps love is just like playing with sparklers A brilliant burst of colors Dazzling; Then the flame dies out and all that's left is darkness.
YAYS 3 PAPERS DOWN. Exams ain't that bad after all; somehow i could enter the exam halls feeling pretty relaxed (and leaving hungry all the time) even though confidence wasn't there. I can't say i prepped real well-- my effort definitely can't be compared to the other imbal muggers ard-- but i guess i can say i prepped to the best of my abilities(aka without going mad)
Staying 2 weeks consec in hall made me feel homesick for perhaps the first time in my life. Missed the familiarity of home, my parents and homecooked food=( At least could share the burden with roomie, who also missed home ttm. Poor girl is still in hall while im finally home! Can't bear to stay one more wkend, i'd prolly die of emo-ness in hall or sth. Plus the room conditions utter fail now. Hair and dust piling up! Can't use the broom cos it was used to sweep our doorstep after the stupid cat toppled our dustbin and dug out the fries =.= TOILET BOWL SPOIL SOMEMORE. so angry. got it fixed but the tiongs never help clean up; i wash toilet alone again!! ANGRYYYY. sigh.
Really really looking forward to the end of exams n the hols! gonna pack my schedule till 2011!
23rd- end of exams! Celebrate with Amy, Su yu and Hena, finally going for haircut tgt!!=) 24th-xmas eve party with family 25th- wonder if it's still on.. will he rmb? disappeared for 2 weeks... 26th-grandma's death anniversary 27th-30th RSPYouth Camp! 31st- New Year Eve Hall Prod Canvassing + Celeb
Guess Jan's gonna be loads of fun too!
CSI exhibition with Sandra, min. 1 shopping trip with Simei, meetup with the 27th (Chubx back!), meetup with Serena n gang(b4 she flies off!), meetup with Sarah (b4 she returns to aussie). Sucks that NUS ends hols on 10th Jan. Means it's hard to meet up with the NUS peeps. VERY PACKED SCHEDULE HOWW. Gotta bring my mama out to unwind and shop too! N the twosome roomies shopping trip + ear piercing. N contemplating crashing NUS (stayover at Janice's?) oh n how can i forget the army dudes?? All these amid the hall activities! (hall prod rehearsals, IHRG training and competition, Publications phototaking duties.. plus loads more socialising activities in hall!)
OMG now i listed things out, Jan really seems to be a busy month! Really looking forward! Exams pls end soon!
>>> i could be stubborn to say i din miss u abit, but that would be lying to myself. Alot of things could've and had changed in 2 weeks, and honestly im astonished at your lack of concern. It's hard not to make comparisons when other dudes are treating me so much better. A simple sms, a meal tgt, small chats online... is that so hard to achieve? Im thankful i pulled thru this period with the care and concern showered upon me by so many parties-- all but you. Heart's wavering... had i oversassumed? Perhaps. Maybe i should move on... Till end of 2010 then. I'll decide.
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